It's ok..

..satula de melodii ce transmit mesaje subliminale..
de fapt  asta a si devenit blogul asta....intrebari nescrise, raspunsuri prin melodii, amintiri in imagini...doar prin ele mai pot sa transmit ceva...mi-e frica sa ma mai exprim prin cuvinte, caci de fapt...nu mai stiu cui ma adresez...sau ce mesaj vreau sa transmit in realitate....ce mai e adevar si ce e fictiune in toate textele mele? ar trebui sa mentionez ca orice asemanare cu anumite persoane, intamplari si idei e pura intamplatoare sau dimpotriva chiar sa evidentiez ca nimic nu e nascocit? as vrea atunci cand nu mai am incredere in spusele mele cineva sa ma plezneasca....si ca atunci cand ceilalti nu au incredere in spusele mele sa fiu in stare sa ii conving ca de fapt......dar nu mai conteaza...n-ai inteles nimic.
....but IT'S OK.....

Dont Miss Missing You - Claudia
Sometimes i hide with your picture
Which i know i should've thrown away
But still i try to deny that i feel
Nothing when i see your face

Tears and months and years have gone
Most of time, yeah, i stayed strong
it's ok, i'm ok
And i know that it isn't right
But sometimes is so hard to fight
Do not think of you every day and night

I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back Oh no
I miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missing you
It's ok ... ok

I can't forget the day you left
Wish this pain was just make believe
Oh my heart breaks, now i'm missing
Why can't we rewrite our history?
Didn't know how i would feel
I thought that i would never heal
I'm ok i'm ok
Yeah, i moved on with my life
But sometimes is so hard to fight
Do not think of you every day and night

I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back Oh no
I miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missing you

Silence and unspoken words been so long it shouldn't hurt, but it hurts
If you ever think of coming home stay away i'd rather be alone, alone, alone
Cause baby

I miss what could, could have been
Late night calls that never end
I'm ok, i'm ok
I miss how you would hold me close
Like you'd never let me go
I'm ok, i'm ok
Your smile, your touch is in the past
Accept the fact you're never coming back Oh no
I miss that love, loving you, miss everything
But here's the truth, I don't miss missïng you
It's ok ... ok